Feel Bad... :( :'(

I'm sick, I'm cold

It's like I'm 90 years old

I'm trembling, I'm mumbling

I don't even know what I'm told

Is it a chest pain, or a heartache

I can't figure what's the mistake

I'm broke, I can't talk

Whenever I breathe I choke

Is it me? or is it the world?

That never does a thing right

Whatever I'm gonna do

I end up being in a fight

I can't sleep, I wanna weep

I lost the most precious thing to keep

Without his love, I'm like a dove

Without the wings to fly above

You were here... :( :'(

Being the essence of my life

Adding more meaning to my soul

You completed my story

To be fascinated by every reader

As the path was layed on

For me to forget and move on

I chose to hold it together for you

Even though memories tormented me through

Being the song that has never been sung

Made my lyrics meaningless and dumb

The world broke apart - beauty no more

Tears roll over - the pain is much sore

Don't come back..!

Down the slippery path of hope
Trembling with cold, lonely I rode
Looking for something where looked like my home
Thinking again and again, what's right or wrong

The kisses we missed, the love we lost
My heart's in fear, unbearable the most
My eyes long for another healing look on your eyes
But my own heart stops reminding me your lies

When you betrayed me, you were unfaithful and sick
The sight, even the voice made my heart a wall of brick
You made me feel my love was truthless and bore
And wiped me away like drawings on a shore

I think again whether to see you or to have you in my world
As I move along I feel lost and getting my thoughts curled
Home was no more home, when the man I loved has gone
But at last I see you lay there, all I heard was a terrible moan.

Morning Glory..

The birds chorus the song of the dawn
As the mists unveil the country lawn
The squirrells cry out the morning pride
When the sun comes out of his own hide

The buzz of the bees make the flowers bloom
The stars go down giving the sun more room
The forming chains of ants bring the busy day
The hunters start lurking waiting for their prey

Chilly wind blows taking morning dew away
While butterflies paint the colours of the day
Nature brings mornings with joy, beauty and love
Sun smiles among the clouds in the bright sky above

I've lost you.

Why is it so hard and so much time it takes...
You make me look for you till my heart breaks..
My heart's tireless searching for your eyes' shine..
My efforts are worthless knowing you won't be mine..

A Tree...?

I wish I was a tree, tall and high
To overrule anything and reach the sky
To see the beauty of far away lands
To dance to the rhythm of nature's bands
To wave myself so free to side
To show the world, a tree girl's pride
To feel the mild wind and rain
To overcome suffering and forget my pain
To shine with the first rays of sun at dawn
To see the glittering dew down on lawn
To touch the clouds and feel the tender
The birds' orchestra brings the splendor
Anyone would want to be a great tree
But I doubt anybody would, as much as me
Trees enjoy life, because they live nature
We live suffering, dreaming of future
Endless hopes make us through the day
But no one knows, what's on their way