I've lost you.

Why is it so hard and so much time it takes...
You make me look for you till my heart breaks..
My heart's tireless searching for your eyes' shine..
My efforts are worthless knowing you won't be mine..

A Tree...?

I wish I was a tree, tall and high
To overrule anything and reach the sky
To see the beauty of far away lands
To dance to the rhythm of nature's bands
To wave myself so free to side
To show the world, a tree girl's pride
To feel the mild wind and rain
To overcome suffering and forget my pain
To shine with the first rays of sun at dawn
To see the glittering dew down on lawn
To touch the clouds and feel the tender
The birds' orchestra brings the splendor
Anyone would want to be a great tree
But I doubt anybody would, as much as me
Trees enjoy life, because they live nature
We live suffering, dreaming of future
Endless hopes make us through the day
But no one knows, what's on their way